Back!

After a week, Mom and Dad are finally back. Mom bought me dolls. Alright, this may sounds a little weird but anyway, dolls! It's been like 8 years since they bought me one. 

Mom knows I'm a owl-holic or whatever it is called, so she bought this to me :p

I can't help seeing her naive-looking face lols

"I am Medium Fuddles Lamb please look after me"

Mom even bought some Christmas stuffs. Going to decorate my Christmas tree soon!:D

Something sweet

I might not be able to feel alive without friends. I'm just someone who needs other's advice and someone to share. I should say that I'm quite lucky in friendships. I have them to share, to be happy with. I don't really care if they feel the same as I am. I'm happy just being cared and to care. Anyway, someone who recently being called drooly requested something randoms! GAHAHA:p 

Drooly and me:p

Rosalind(wenwen) and drooly:B

taken from hatetham.blogspot.com

Those two guys are hardian(the one with glasses who loves to winks!) and wilbert(the one who has equal eyes with me=,=)

sshh, Drooly? Irena :p 

Silly girl

I find myself really unstable these days. I laugh so hard in the morning and sometimes burst into tears at night i don't know why.. Perhaps lonely is the reason. I even think about how my future will be, my friends look certain in choosing their major but I'm not. I don't have that freedom in choosing majors I like..no one cares, by the way. I'm just tired of everything. I'm tired of other people's expectations. What if all my hard work didn't paid off at the end? I'm not smart, I don't have any charisma. I'm me, silly girl with her pipe dreams.

Another doodling day

Another doodling day! I don't even care if the teacher staring at me lol. I'm sorry Ms. Winkie. Yes, we call her Ms. Winkie cause she loves to winks a lot. All right, this is students privacy. I told my mom about how the swing in my house swings itself but as I predicted, she won't believe. Mom and Dad are going to leave town tmrw to Sydney for a week. 

Bless me! 

Rosalind's asked my favorite color and she drew this for me:p

I love how she drew that tiny mouse

I miss my sis a LOT

"Time sneaks up on you like a windshield on a bug" - John Lithgow

D-o-d-d-l-e-s

Not much to talk about, just posting some pictures I took today. hoaaaam.

OVER

Woohoooo! Exam's finally overr. Went home and get bored, I feel damn normal. I'm no more that nerdy girl who brings her books to everywhere she go. no not again till the next exam. I'm supposed to have my piano lesson today but end up forgetting to tell my driver. lol.

 I've changed my tumblr's url. www.shelovesbeingrandom.tumblr.com 

I won't

I've been so stressed out lately. exam's getting over and i gotta have my normal life back. I've been studying like non-stop. I slept on the couch, on the floor and slept like 2 hours a day, in a week. yes, I'm tired like really really. mom and dad were obviously really worried about me, mom even told me that i have to quit from the accelerated class, she told me that like everyday. For no one's sake, i won't. unless i have to.. I dont have any reasons for that. I'm just trying to find things in my own way. i need to know how failure brings success, and that pressure brings diamonds.
Life goes on, let the memories be memories and keep going on.

school life starts

have been such a loonggggggg time since i posted one. i really miss blogging, but i dont have really much time to blog since my real school life begins. after almost 3years, i finally know the pressure to deal with bunch of homeworks, really. life's really hard now, everything seems so..hard. and to say the truth, i could hardly deal with my life without ipod. i lost it. in my car. it dissapeared. with my driver inside the car. so. so. i cried for it for like 3nights straight. just forget it. will keep posting after i had my exams done. enjoy your days guys!

Just an opinion

” Did you know? maybe I’m the dumbest person alive. I didn’t confess anything but instead I’m hurting you.”

“Ah, who are you? you are still a tot, kiddos! You won’t know what love really is until you are 20 or something.”

“yeah, that’s you. I’m not.”

I think for certain teenagers, they really mean it. And the others, they just wanted to know what is love and how it feels to have a boyfriend.

well, this is just an opinion.

what's next?

BIG PHEWWHH. I've done half of the packing, just need a last touch to finish them. finallyyhh. Wonder will i miss my home? I mean this is my first time traveling with my friend, and it's about 20days. What will my parents be when i am out of the town? I hope they are doing okay. Nope, they must be okay.
I have a theory lesson for tom, and i got to peep what's on sale in mango ahemahem, it's just a peep, nothing much. And the most exciting part before I'm leaving the town, exploring a newspaper factory! I'm not going to take my camera, cause i lent it to Irena last week when she's going to Jakarta. So i should bring my notebook even i don't really know what to note about. SO, i need to sleep early tonight.
Always looking for what's next people!